The dark thoughts while holding a knife went away for me after i started cooking more. I guess i just had a knife phobia?

If a knife isn’t meant to cut my own wrists, why am I holding it a perfect arms length away?

Check mate arteries 😏

suicide is cringe song

Me, an intermittently suicidal person, when holding a big knife: “No one is around - cut through the air like a sword so it makes that neat ‘wooshing’ sound”