Forgot about: No drink…only hyperfocus
Hey you, reading this, drink some goddam water.
The first two are why it’s not a lie when I am asked what I am thinking and I respond with “nothing.”
It really is nothing, or is so many things at once the only reasonable response is also “nothing,” as I am not really thinking about anything at all, there’s just a tornado of thoughts spinning around not being thought of.
I wish I can talk endlessly like that. Sometimes it feels as if I am nonverbal…
If the conversation turns toward something I am interested in (or rather, what my brain is), I can blab until I feel self-conscious about talking too much. But I have pretty limited interests, so I am also mostly non-verbal.
Super hard to make relationships because I don’t especially find people to be interesting, even if they often do interesting things. I want to care about shit like how someone’s day was, but I just… Don’t. Even if their thoughts and feelings matter to me. :/
yep
So let’s say I check all those boxes; what then?
