Still not funny.

Really: get help! Talk to someone!

There are so many beautiful things to live for. And if it’s just very dark humor.

It might seems funny to think in such scenarios but it leads you on a certain path. It’s the same if with all other topics. The more you think about it, the more you live in this world / scenario. At one time this world becomes so normal that next - potential dangerous - steps don’t seem so crazy, as they might do, judged from the outside.

So please: take care and try to focus on other, positive things in life 😊

You got this, buddy!