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You want others to have orgasms for you? Wow, that’s so kind of you
😭
Too adhd/social anxiety ridden to go out and meet people, apps are terrible, but it’s for the best, because one of the very few times I actually had contact with someone they gave me herpes, and I’m way too depressed to be around. So, uh, yeah, I need help but it’s not like anyone really can help. It’d be lovely to be intimate with someone again but I’d feel bad for anyone I let close enough for that. Sorry, overly depressing, you just kinda caught me during a crash and I’m desperate to let it out somewhere.
I feel you with everything you wrote. My theoretical take on “I’d feel bad for anyone I’d let close…” is that
- You might a better person than many, because many people do not think about the impact of their actions on others
- Everyone is doing things for themselves. Just be honest with them and yourself and try not to hurt anyone in the process as best as you can.
- It’s a very nice rationalization for not having to try at all. It’s easier to just mope by yourself :D
What to do with all of this? Who knows… The struggle is real.
I’d rather do it to share with others…
Interesting… I like cooking, and also making other people orgasm. Hm… 🤔