This has been nurdling round in my brain for a bit, then I heard one of Belle Robertson’s one minute audios that really helped clarify it.
Sober supports/tools can b split into five categories. You don’t have to jump in with both feet and do all the things (although I do recommend doing food and sleep every day), but if your sobriety starts feeling a bit rocky, can you add in a new support? don’t try harder, try different.
connection/group/you’re not alone in this:
listening to sober audios/podcasts
face to face meetings, zoom meetings
reading other sober stuff (newsletters, blog, quit lit)
Self-soothing (calm calm calm things)
Going to bed (there’s nothing like being under the duvet, in your pyjamas with your teeth cleaned for stopping a booze run)
Time with pets
treats
nice alcohol-free drinks
Treats planned in advance - bath, haircut, cookies
change the channel in your head
Music
A TV show/movie that you will get into
Going for a run/walk/bike ride
Yoga
Prayer, meditation
Self-care (these can blur into self-soothing, but to me, self-care items are the basics you need to stay alive)
Food
Shower
Exercise
Sleep
Accountability
Sober coach
addiction counsellor
Sponsor
Therapist
apps (in my first month, the knowledge that I’d have to reset three different trackers, and that I couldn’t be arsed, kept me sober more than once).
I find cravings can be addressed with HALT the BS
am I Hungry Angry Lonely Tired or Thirsty Bored Stressed or Sad
if I work out which one of the above applies, and address that, then cravings will typically disappear.
Marijuana
Therapy and gym are my big ones lately.
There was a reason I was trying to numb myself with alcohol so often, definitely needed some therapy to address those core issues.
Gym is a mixed bag for me. I used to have some pretty bad body image issues despite being pretty darn fit. Trying to get back into the gym with a “I’m doing this for long term health” mindset instead of my college era mindset of “MUST LIFT HEAVY, MUST GET BUFF” which led to injuries on more than one occasion. Still working on that. But sometimes the old mindset creeps in and I do stuff I could manage at 21, but shouldn’t be doing at 31. Tweaked my back last week picking up some heavy dumbbells with poor form. Yay…
Trying to learn to be nice to myself and do things that are good for me in the long term. It’s a work in progress
Video games with my wife! We have just logged over 100 hours into palworld and when I get the hankering for a drink, I will often ask her “hey, want to hop on our computers and game for a moment? I want to work on this part of the base/this goal?” and she is always down because she is a bigger gamer than me.
Throw myself into that for an hour or two and I forget all about drinking. Grindy games with lots of progression aspects are awesome for this.
Would you share the apps you found useful plz?
I’m not one for groups as an introvert, but I listen to the Recovery Elevator podcast for the connection piece. My dog is my best buddy, and he always just listens and lets me rubber duck my problems.
Now that the weather doesn’t suck, I’m going for a run when I get the “this calls for a drink” kinda frustration. Yard work is becoming my new meditation.
Play the tape forward is a classic goto. The tried and true, sleep it off and try again tomorrow hasn’t failed me yet.
… Oh and I use the Habits app with a “IWNDWYT” widget to count my days. I tick it off in the morning and the mental hurdle to uncheck the box and break my streak helps against even having one drink.
