Panic attacks?
What kind you got? My flavour is a feeling out of nowhere like I can’t breathe.
It has been a lot better since I stopped drinking, though.
Got a copy of just the watermark?
“2 real friends”?
I’ve been at 0 real friends for so long that even the thought of socializing with anyone stresses me out.
I’ve got one that I treat like gold. They’re a childhood friend that is a divorced alcoholic ex-con that went down the keto->carnivore->jordan-peterson->red-pill->gamer-gate pipeline, so not exactly a quality human. But I like to think I’m doing society a favour by keeping tabs on them.
I wish I had a better best friend, but I’m lucky to have even this one.
spot on
what annoys me is that ostensibly there are people out there living the fucking dream, somehow. a fRiEnD gRouP and a house and a partner and a fulfilling job and they work out at 5am every morning and feel great.
society must divide
“I see in the fight club the strongest and smartest men who’ve ever lived. I see all this potential and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables, slaves with white collars, advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of the history man, no purpose or place, we have no Great war, no Great depression, our great war is a spiritual war, our great depression is our lives, we’ve been all raised by television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars, but we won’t and we’re slowly learning that fact. and we’re very very pissed off.” -Tylor Durden
At least I can eat cereal for dinner :')
