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I’m not sure where the score for that first video came from, but it’s based on “U.N. Owen was her?” from Touhou: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIop055eJhU
That did happen to me, and I didn’t end up taking the medication thinking I’d try my luck treating it just with therapy and improving my health in other ways. While I found the therapy extremely helpful and well worth it, I really really regret not trying the medicine in hindsight. Because of life complications and my employment situation, I haven’t had the opportunity to try it since and can’t shake the feeling this would be much much easier to tackle with it if one of my main problems is a chemical imbalance. For context: mental health issues run on both sides of the family.
If I get good healthcare again, I’m immediately going to go back to get some proper care.