I think I’m a very food motivated person.

This might be because I’m not very materialistic — despite my constant thinking about buying stuff I don’t need lol — so I see food as a valuable reward. It’s weird, in a way. I value long-term purchases: my backpack, I bought some chopsticks recently because my old ones were getting all yucky, I have a wallet with life-time warranty, stuff like that; and yet the one thing that I love the most is a consumable. Something that doesn’t even last 30 minutes. That’s funny.

If I had to come up with the things I want the most right now and for the next year, number one would definitely be obnoxiously large sums of capital. Number two, though, would probably be food. I’ve been thinking about this one pita place I know that’s just so incredibly delicious. I don’t really have access to it right now, which kinda sucks, but I might actually eat some this weekend, or even Friday.

I often think about opening a restaurant. I used to say that my dream was to work at a cafe, actually. It was because I found working at a cafe to be a very romantic profession, but I did end up going on a different path. I’m not a great cook, either. Regardless, food has always been on my mind. I love food so much.

I feel I’m not making much sense…

I’m watching the NBA, by the way. The Warriors play too late for me to watch, but I’ll at least catch a few interesting games. The Hawks and the Thunder play tonight, that’s gonna be sick.

I wonder if I do some sort of motivation system with food, I can work on the things I want more. Money is a huge issue for me as well, though… I don’t know.