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an emotional rollercoaster for sure, I had an emotional breakthrough, I feel so much better daily, and I’m really motivated to improve myself. estrogen seems to have been a wonderful decision for me :)
… TWO months HRT (ah, ah, ah) …
So I got my GID diagnosis at last! I’m now certified Trans, for what it’s worth. Switching from DIY to prescription injections next week, yay ~
Plus a surprising (welcome) result in the Japanese election. Hope for marriage equality in the near future?
I put away my clean laundry pile! And cleaned up my living space a fair bit! Wooo!
And I’m making TACOS!
I’ve been struggling like usual. Trying to meet some people so I’m not always alone, but wow, some of the folks I’m meeting are exhausting to be around.
It’s been a long time since I’ve had a friend I can just hang out with and feel like it’s not work.
Difficult, not gonna lie. Everything’s become much more real since coming out to my parents, and while everyone I’ve told has been amazingly supportive I kinda feel like I’m trapped being who I’ve always been. Each small step is like climbing another mountain. I’m scared I might never get to finally be me (thanks TERF Island). Got a blåhaj to snuggle though so things aren’t all bad I guess
