I enjoy this activity too as a non binary person
until their egg cracks and they put on the thigh highs :P
I don’t think you need to be trans to have a desire for the wonderful vascular benefits of stockings.
Therapy is expensive, I’d have to make appointments, leave my home during my free time, talk about myself to someone, and probably won’t help because my problems are external. No thanks.
Buying a new laptop and installing an OS is a relatively simple and inexpensive process that is actually rewarding.
I tried going to a dominatrix but that just wasn’t enough punishment.
Upgrading the ram of my x240 is my therapy