tbh right now I’m more afraid of weight loss because I’m hungry and I didn’t eat well yesterday and now I’m so hungry

No. Any rigged hardware dragnet that catches me will catch tons of “friendly” people, and I’m not important enough to personally target.

yea because Mossad is targeting randoms on the internet

Yes, lithium ion battery, if damaged or installed incorrectly, might explode while in use.

Of the possible ways I could die prematurely I think I would be fine dying because what I believe is too dangerous to be allowed to continue. For one, if I’m dead, I no longer have to deal with the soul crushing reality we live in. But more than that I would honestly love it if anyone cared enough about me to fry me to a crisp in the first place. I’m lonely and disenfranchised enough, even being hated and feared sounds kind of nice because at least someone cares.