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Itâs been an intense few weeks. Been offering up space to some other folks in the community and weâve been working through some heavy shit. Feels good to be living polyamory as mutual aid, something Iâve always believed in but hadnât yet implemented to the level I wanted.
Iâm also experiencing some really major improvements with fibromyalgia for a few reasons. Iâve been able to get to the gym a lot more, and having the equipment there to get my joints back in place is helping a lot. Still canât make my way through a workout without feeling really out of place and dysphoric and Iâm sure Iâm glowering at everyone but nobodyâs given me shit yet and I doubt they will. I also definitely didnât hear this many dudes before I transitioned at the end of their sets loudly announcing â87⊠88⊠89âŠâ and racking their weights like theyâre benching the earth itself.
Psilocybin has also changed things significantly and microdosing has been helping so so much. So glad to have people who helped hook me up.
