Drinking, finally for good I hope! I’m 3.8 years in. I first blacked out at 12 and was drinking liquor regularly by 14 so booze was my way of life. I can’t socialize very well as I am naturally super awkward then never honed my “don’t be super weird” skills, but I’m finally free to live my life how I want!
Please do continue, you’re doing good. We just lost a buddy to alcohol, yet he was years free (don’t know how many). His younger brother took the hint and went into rehab. You don’t need it to be with other people