I don’t really crave attention beyond wanting to talk to someone other than the only two people I ever see. But, again, we both agree that I am a horrible, worthless person who doesn’t deserve to be alive. I’m not sure what continuing to let me know that achieves. I’m also not sure why you think I should take your advice when you feel that way about me. Why would I take the advice of someone who thinks of me like that? Do you think I take my own advice? Every time I do, I fuck up.
Which is why the universe has decided I am worthless and which is why I am being punished for it.
Like I said, I won’t take the easy way out because I have responsibilities, but by my calculations based on the weight loss I’m experiencing due to my health issues, by this time next year, I won’t need to. So that’s something for you and most other people here to look forward to! You’ll never have to read a post from me again by June 2025! Won’t that be great?
